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| - WOOT! ok i tried writing a happy entry a couple days ago but an error came up so it didn't go through so i'm trying again. nothin good is going on i'm bored as hell but i'm good and not suicidal. so thats a good thing i think. i want alcohol!!!! and i want someone to invite me to a party cause i really want to go to one. i would have one but my parents never go out of town. oh and for the record i'm not a lesbian like one really stupid person has thought in the past. i need to dye my hair but not sure what color. i want red again but i also want a change and a color that will stay in for a while. well anyways i must go now. damn this one sucks compared to the last one!!! woot!
Sarah loves you... your fuckers! |
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| Don't wish... don't start, wishing only wounds the heart. |
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| ya know i'm not really sure why i even come here. i mean no one ever looks at this thing. oh well. anyways... I have been on Zoloft for about 3 weeks now and i'm feeling a lot better. but my life is still fucked up. people think i'm insane and the guy i like has no clue i exist. ahhh! some times i have no clue what is going on.
I'm alone. |
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| my life is changing around me. i don't know what to do. my life is falling apart. i feel like i have fallen into hell. noone cares about me. everyone thinks i'm invisible. people think i am just a waste of time and space. but who gives a damn about them, they don't know me and they sure as hell don't know how i feel. they think i act this way because i want to. i act this way because i am going to die. i want to die, but i have to live. i have to show everyone i'm not normal because my life was not meant to be boring. it was meant to be hell. |
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